Not embarrassed, just disheartened, but I have felt that way pretty much all season.
I remember being up one night before the start of the season, just fuming over everything related to the team. What really tipped me over the edge, was when I saw TFC's Season Ticket Packaging.
How is it possible that the Senators organization is so bad at everything? Marketing, Fan engagement, in-game entertainment, social media, treatment of STH, jerseys, etc.
The only person I don't blame is PD. Has he been perfect? No. But I truly believe he has one of the hardest jobs in the NHL, and is constantly having to save face for Melnyk at the expense of making himself look like an idiot.