This might be too political or too racist but I'm not exactly sure how to feel about things. I don't like a lot of what I've seen from some Cops doing stuff that seems really nasty. That Philip Brailsford shooting of Daniel Shaver struck me as really, really bad. The Tony Timpa death struck me as really, really bad. And those were white people who died. The Jeronimo Yanez shooting of Philando Castile struck me as really, really bad. Same for the Derek Chauvin killing of George Floyd. These were black people who died. And these were also very bad, in my eyes. I see this stuff and I get why people are outraged. It's outrageous.
And I've also heard about racism towards black people by the police, and I believe it. There's just been too much evidence to support it, from what I can tell. I can see why black people would be upset and take to the streets. I appreciate the black protesters. That makes a lot of sense to me. I think it's good they are protesting.
I can even understand the rioters, a little. I have mixed feelings on the black rioters. I don't like all the violent assaults I've seen from some of them. Those are almost as bad as what I've seen from some of these Cops. The looting and vandalism I'm undecided on, honestly. It seems like an effective way to improve your bargaining positions (even if the individuals involved don't have that exact motivation). I really don't care if an Apple store gets trashed or a Wal-Mart. I just don't. When it's small businesses, that SUCKS and it contrary to the point of the thing. Same with the physical assaults. Very bad stuff. I don't know how to feel about the black rioters.
As far as the riot police, I feel similarly about them as I do the rioters. Mixed feelings. I'm sure most are doing the best they can in an extremely difficult situation. I don't think regular police on a regular day are held to a standard that is too high. They need to do better, I think. Weed out the bad apples better. Have more accountability for the worst of their brothers. I think that riot cops are held to way too high of a standard. The way they are being criticized for the mistake that some have made under the most extreme conditions imaginable is laughable. You literally can't do a good job of being a riot police. It's impossible. I've seen some bad stuff that they should be criticized for (the highway embankment tear gassing example) and I've seen some stuff perceived as bad that I 100% excuse given the situation (accidentally arresting the shop owner instead of the looter ).
So I have some conflicting, and unpopular feelings in all the the above. It's not super pro cop MAGA stuff, but it's also not super woke ANTIFA stuff. I'm mixed. I think it's mostly a really bad situation caused by some really bad decisions and then there are continual escalations as a result of compounding bad decisions. I think that applies to the parties above.
Here's the bit that I have more clear feelings on, and I'm more surprised by, and I don't know what to do with; I find myself really irritated with the white people in the mix. I'm annoyed by white protesters, and I'm absolutely disgusted by white rioters. It looks to me like they're making everything so much worse, and most of them strike me as tourists who are in it just to feed their own egos. Even all of these "statements" coming out from white celebrities are really annoying to me.
Racial discrimination is bad. Racial violence is really bad. Cops need to knock that shit off. We need to figure this out. But as a privileged white person, seeing my peers, my demographic, just itching to get in the mix and participate and feed their egos makes me sick. I think they're making it worse, and that's truly awful.
Can anyone help me see their side more clearly? I didn't expect to have a firm opinion on ANYTHING related to this subject. I'm surprised to find myself rolling my eyes at every NHL team/player "statement". I'm surprised to find myself really resenting white protesters. I'm surprised to find myself actually hating white rioters a little bit. I think my feelings are wrong, though. I'd be interested in some level-headed contrary perspectives.