just it might feel good on the foot, but the heel is not locked in, or it might be too tight on the foot and the heel is fine or something along those lines, I am not sure if I am just being to picky, but as I said I have tried on every model and size and width and it is never a good fit, always seems to be something off
Yeah, I have similar issues because I have super small feet. I'm an adult and wear 4.5 skates. For example, the Supreme line fits my feet in width and heel lock, but volume around the ankle is an an issue, so I was beginning to get lace bite. I wasn't going to risk messing up my tendons, and all other skates were a no, so I moved into the Nexus line, but that resulted in poor heel lock.
I addressed issues by experimenting with padding and silicone gel pads. Eventually settled into a simple but effective solution. I added felt padding that I got at the dollar store around the ankle area to reduce negative space in the heel and got some powerfoot inserts to do the same for the toe box. Had a small issue with rubbing on one of my small toes, so I put a silicon toe cover over it, and that fixed things. Over all solution was relatively cheap and skates fit fine now. In fact more than fine.
Maybe you can try this and see if it works for you. Otherwise custom skates may be your only option.