Let me preface this with no person here is fit to judge another person. Nor will that be tolerated.
I have been flooded with what I consider to be concerned questions as to what happened. I wasn't there and therefore I cant say for certain.
I have my own feelings on it as do others I have 'spoken' with privately.
What I will do, after much personal internal deliberation, leave with one of the last postings I happened to see from Jamie in his words:
"Jamie Rodgers - I also have anxiety, depression and PTSD. I was diagnosed with traits of what they call Borderline Personality Disorder. I also attempted suicide in October and still think about doing it again. Everyday I hear the voice.
I have stopped talking to my friends about my issues because honestly they have no clue what to say or do. They are stumped and confused, they don't know what happened to their buddy, the happy go lucky guy. I've actually lost a friend, yet I don't know why. I served 12 years in the Army and consider myself what people say is a "man's man". I was also told I'm what people call is an Alpha Male. Depending on who I talk with that's either good or bad.
But these issues have made me question my man hood, my toughness and my strength to fight; but mostly my will to live."