I posted happy birthday to him on FB with balloons yesterday and saw a celebration of life video on my timeline today. Felt like a schmuck.
Rest in peace, Jamie.
Now the hardness of this world slowly grinds your dreams away
Making a fool's joke out of the promises we make
And what once seemed black and white turns to so many shades of gray
We lose ourselves in work to do and bills to pay
And it's a ride, ride, ride, and there ain't much cover
With no one running by your side my blood brother
My God that was beautiful.