After a day i could only bring myself to write this now. Doesnt even feel real, like someone is playing a sick joke on us.
Roy Halladay was my favorite athlete ever. Guy was a true professional and the sports world would be a better place if more were like him. I only ever got jerseys with no name on the back because i never wanted to get a player jersey then be stuck with it after they left the organization. But that did not matter for me, the only jersey i own with a name on the back is Roy Halladay's and that wont change for me. Regardless of what he did and where he went it did not matter for me - i needed to own his jersey and his jersey only.
I was a Jays fan before Halladay came up with the organization but Roy made sure i stayed a Jays fan in the losing years with his brilliant performances on the mound. He was a horse, a "legitimate ace" and someone we could rely on for a great pitching performance but simply as an entertainment vice to get away from the tough days of our real life. Definitely took him for granted as he was an ace for 8 straight years - something we havent been able to find since and likely ever wont find one like Roy. Pitchers and players like him only come around once in awhile and i was glad to have witness him pitch live on many occasions.
When i was buying tickets to a Jays game it was always to see Roy Halladay pitch. I have bought more tickets to see Roy Halladay pitch than any other pitchers combined on the Jays and i have been to well over 60 games in my life. My objective was clear, see Roy Halladay pitch - the best athlete i have ever seen live. When Roy left i made sure that i was going to be at the game when he returned to pitch at the Rogers Centre. I was a student on a student's budget but i saved enough to buy my brother 2 tickets to that July 2, 2011 game for his birthday. My brother did not have a say in the matter, he was taking me whether he liked it or not. I paid close to $200 for those tickets (200 level in what is the TD comfort zone but at the time was labelled the VIP section) which says a lot as i never spent more than $30/each on Jays tickets but i needed to see Roy return. And Roy didnt disappoint, he pulled a "Halladay" without his A stuff by pitching a 110 pitch complete game. Did i expect anything less?
Nothing gave me more joy when i read on December 9, 2013 "Roy Halladay signs with the Jays on a 1..." I was so happy that we got him back, that the Doc was home but it was short lived as it wasnt a 1 year deal rather a 1 day deal so he could retire a Jay. Regardless, i was happy he returned and retired as a Blue Jays something he will go in as when he gets inducted into the Hall of Fame.
He was only 40 and retired very young at the age of 36 - most pitchers of his caliber would be still pitching on one year deals (Colon, Arroyo, Lackey etc.) clinging to end their career. If he did not take so much pride in his craft and if was not a perfectionist he would still be pitching and you never know maybe he would still be with us. But that wasnt Roy, he had to be the best and once he knew his body could not perform to his standards he walked away.
As much as we treasure his on field accomplishments my heart breaks for his wife and boys. You never know anyone's relationship but i can remember his wife Brandy telling us the story when she met Roy for the first time at a gym. She met him during his workout and they agreed to go on a date, when Brandy got home she told her mom that she just "met her future husband." She knew from day one the he would be her everything and unfortunately she and her boys lost their everything far too soon.
Rest in peace Harry Leroy Halladay III!