And i think realization hit me today. Like I was just digging deep and letting time pass. But today I really recognized that 2020 is going to be this way. Hockey will be cancelled. NBA will, too. And in the history books 15 years down the road it's going to be so bizarre.
I kind of had that moment of realization as well today and it dazed me for a while.
It was a really, profoundly weird feeling. Like, I knew we're under their cloud of uncertainly and threat, but nothing like having to worry about a visible war on your doorstep or the like. You open the door and everything is normal, but not and you know there's this invisible threat looming out there. I know there's the whole meme going around, "Your grandparents got called to war. You're just being called to binge Netflix", and I don't want to sound like I'm shitting on that generation or saying one had it easier or harder, we all had/have our obstacles and trails in history, but that generation at least had tangible tasks and meaningful work to contribute towards overcoming- factory work, enlistment. The best I, we, can do is literally lock ourselves away or donate your extra computing power to Folding@Home to maybe inch progress a faction of a millimeter forward. And what makes it even more unsettling is the big number of people that either don't care, refuse to take it seriously, or both because they're not the most vulnerable or think it's some Tom Clancy plot or it's nothing because there's not bodies in the streets.
I could go on my midnight rambling about the capitalistic side of it all, but I don't want to force Cole to put me in the HF gulag. I'm sure all this is also exacerbated by the fact I brought a young one into the world recently and all this has me wondering about his safety and future.
Anyways, thanks for tuning into this episode of Winger's Ramblings, everyone. I hope this all made at least a little bit of a coherent thought