So do you believe int his or not? You say you don't support or believe in this team, but you will cheer from home and be mad when they lose. You can't turn that tap off forever. Maybe this year you do, sounds like you do. Hopefully hockey will be fun for you again someday . This doesn't sound like fun.
I don't support or believe in the DIRECTION and COMPETENCE of the team. Whether the Sens are contenders, rebuilding or anything in between, that doesn't stop me from supporting them. It's how they got here and how they operate and what I believe to be misguided priorities leading to the worst decisions being made (both on and off the ice) - or possibly the reverse depending on what you perceive to be the horse and carriage, that had caused me to pull back financially.
Do I believe in Melnyk and D'Ohrion? No. That's easy. One meddles in operations he quite clearly knows little about, while the other doesn't seem to execute personnel decisions with any type of sense. No, I don't believe in this. It's rooted quite deeply.
To your next point regarding my non-financial support while cheering/booing as a fan would, yes, I can dissociate my wallet from my heart. This is, admittedly, a new phenomenon for me as I never used to be able to. It's not a matter of the tap turning off and on, the fact is it's off now because I dislike our owner and although it's been beaten into oblivion, I think regardless, we are at a disadvantage while he owns. He was cheap when the building was full during the Pizza Line days, too, but I'm not interested in listing the reasons I don't like Melnyk. I shouldn't have to. When you don't have faith in the most mission-critical (and rightfully at that) aspects of a professional organization, this is what can happen. I'm not choosing to feel this way. I feel this way, full stop. I don't wish ill on the team on the ice, but I can detach my disposable income from them. I've had it. To use your tap reference, speaking only for myself, my tap will definitely turn back on when I believe in the people who impact it so seriously. So if I've ever said something to the effect of "I'll reinvest when Melnyk sells", it's because I know with almost certainty a pattern of non-ineptitude and/or professionalism can't be sustained under this regime. If it does, I'd certainly revisit because it would show they are committed to doing things right. I think we both know that won't happen status quo, so that's why, generally, I position it as "if we get a new owner". The priorities here are out of whack.
Cheering for a mickey-mouse organization is not fun. You're assessment there is accurate. Hockey itself and my love for my most favourite team, I never once claimed to be gone. The main difference between the two of us is that you don't seem to be able to separate your finances from your passion. Hockey is always fun for me. The Sens winning is always fun for me. How things have deteriorated, though, is not fun. You're right, not fun at all.
But tonight, I'll be doing exactly what I want to do: posted up on my couch, cold....oh God I better have something better than Moosehead in the fridge....and hoping for some good, exciting hockey. I wish it wasn't this way, but I know a) this isn't my fault, and b) I'm comfortable with how I feel.
Yes, I would rather have NOT had the Sens alienate a good chunk of their fan base. I would rather, regardless of the cyclical state of the team on the ice, be AT the home opener, but those are not the cards I was dealt relative to how I view things right now.
For some reason, I have a feeling they'll win tonight. Seriously. I am looking forward to seeing the team we have here. For the reasons I've stated all summer and before, however, I won't be there. I'm passionate, but I'm convicted.