The deeper we get into this, the more exalted I am. I know, I know. This is NOT funny in any way, shape or form. But I'm just reporting my inner state of mind. I can't resist feeling better, stronger, more willing to take charge than usual. While I self-qurantined, I'm considering going out, perhaps starting a delivery business or something of that nature. To help out, take charge. I'm juggling with my options, I feel useless in my hole. Already I'm keeping up a vast correspondence with siblings and friends, and I'm acting as some sort of "leader" in this limited role.
Maybe I'm just a person who thrives under chaotic situations? No idea. I'm discovering some facets of myself as this is ongoing, like we all do.