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Congrats MM.
Sorry, minor rant from me.
Honestly for me. I'm bleh right now. It's been really rough for the last 3 ish months. Let's just say crap hit the fan in a major way and I spent all my time on others while completely ignoring myself. Around May, I was around 175 lbs and targeting 173. At its worst these 3 months, I went from 177 to 193 in 6 days accompanied by physical ailments such as headaches, back pain, neck pain and even light stiffness in my knee and ankle. 193 lbs exceeded my heaviest weight by 4 pounds.
I've been chipping at my weight lately at about an average of 2 pounds per week. I'm at 184 right now and lately I'm just exhausted. I'm in this weird mode where I don't want want to eat unhealthy, but I don't want to put in the effort to eat healthy, so I would rather not eat. There's been a few days already where I felt like I ate only to avoid being hangry. Thank god for MAMA noodles and instant oatmeal. Throwing hot water on a packet to make hot food was all the effort I wanted to put in. It's like portion controlling junk food. It's super weird.
This has also been a very bad year to roll out a super low alcohol and low caffeine new years resolution. Awesome booze, great coffee, pop... intake massively reduced. Physical pain and low energy isn't inspiring me to use physical activity as a de-stressing method.
There's a chance to get away from it all for about a day this long weekend. Hopefully I can utilize that day to refresh, reset and get motivated to get back on top of my weight and get back on top of the mess that is called life.
Sorry for the rant.
Sorry, minor rant from me.
Honestly for me. I'm bleh right now. It's been really rough for the last 3 ish months. Let's just say crap hit the fan in a major way and I spent all my time on others while completely ignoring myself. Around May, I was around 175 lbs and targeting 173. At its worst these 3 months, I went from 177 to 193 in 6 days accompanied by physical ailments such as headaches, back pain, neck pain and even light stiffness in my knee and ankle. 193 lbs exceeded my heaviest weight by 4 pounds.
I've been chipping at my weight lately at about an average of 2 pounds per week. I'm at 184 right now and lately I'm just exhausted. I'm in this weird mode where I don't want want to eat unhealthy, but I don't want to put in the effort to eat healthy, so I would rather not eat. There's been a few days already where I felt like I ate only to avoid being hangry. Thank god for MAMA noodles and instant oatmeal. Throwing hot water on a packet to make hot food was all the effort I wanted to put in. It's like portion controlling junk food. It's super weird.
This has also been a very bad year to roll out a super low alcohol and low caffeine new years resolution. Awesome booze, great coffee, pop... intake massively reduced. Physical pain and low energy isn't inspiring me to use physical activity as a de-stressing method.
There's a chance to get away from it all for about a day this long weekend. Hopefully I can utilize that day to refresh, reset and get motivated to get back on top of my weight and get back on top of the mess that is called life.
Sorry for the rant.