To be really honest, right now is the most depressing time I have ever had being a Leafs fan.... I have been a huge fan since a child with my horrible Wendel Clark haircut (child abuse) and my school pictures with my leafs jersey on in kindergarten. Crying when the leafs lost to the Kings so much my dad had to go out and by me another Gilmour jersey so I could fall asleep. Hating Gretzky and Melrose with a Passion after that series. But even those experiences and ones like the Roenick goal goal to knock us out or losing Carolina (really? We should've won the cup that year) here was hope for next year. Even the past 10 years there was hope (albeit very misguided hope) that we were getting on the right track and possibly putting some pieces in place to be a contender. But this season has been brutal, I've never had less desire to watch the games than I do this season. I have no hope for the future with this core. This core is rotten and this team needs to eventually be completely gutted and rebuilt from scratch. The fans need to have something to look forward to, something to pin there hopes on, right or wrong, and that needs to obtained through a proper rebuild. I would be completely fine sucking for 4 or 5 years if it means drafting near the top and getting top prospects. Ones that could be built around. I would enthusiastically watch the games just to watch the team and young guys develop. But this year even with Rielly (who I think will be great) there is just no passion by these players or for these players.
Horrible time to be a Leafs fan, definitely the worst experience I have ever had cheering for the blue and white.