Need to vent a little.
As I said, my wife told me it was over.
However, I basically refused to leave as I feel the need to fight to save my marriage.
She came back to marriage counseling with me and I fell on my sword with some things.
We go from days where things are close to normal to days where she completely shuts me out.
Today is one of the latter.
We had a great day yesterday and ran two races together.
Tonight we are at a concert and she won't even look at me, let alone talk to me.
I've tried several times to break the ice.
Frustrating.
Just trying to be the best man I can be and honor our vows.
Very admirable. You can only do so much though. Maybe try other new things together besides just exercise related things. Marriage counseling does help so that's a good thing.
Does she harbor some sort of resentment towards you for something? Seems weird she would just not even look at you for no real reason.
In the end though we can't make people feel how we want them to feel, and you can't let her rob your joy daily if that's what she's doing.
I would advise to fight like you ate though. It's to easy to walk away these days. Sometimes the new version trumps the old relationship in spades, you can begin again and you can be happier than you've ever been, but you both need to check your baggage, resentment and pride at the door.
I know you had mentioned you were different religions. I would advise you go to a non denominational church together as christians and not get hung up on presentation. It could work wonders
Try to hang in and if she's the one you truly want to spend the rest of your life with then fight to the end. Nothing worth having is ever easy.