I stopped training after my abdominal hernia surgery, it was required.
I then had a month or more of travel in Italy (Padova), Germany (Heidelberg), Santiago and Pucon (Chile,), during which I ate a lot. Amazing pastries and pizza in Italy, bread in Germany, and then dulce de leche and meat (beef) in Chile. Alcohol evetywhere. Beer and wine, not liquor.
I also dealt with a lot of stress. I gave five different talks at three conferences and two departments in a month. I've finally submitted the largest academic paper that I have written, it's 35 pages. I've been applying for professor positions.
I finally had the balls to step on the scale yesterday morning. I braced myself to see 200 lbs. I was not looking forward to it, but being aware of reality is the first step to accepting it and dealing with it.
It said 185 lbs, and I was f***ing relieved.