Yeah, I know what you mean. I just have 0 confidence when we play the Leafs, and for whatever reason, the Leafs seem to up their play when they play us. Even when we play very well against them, they still seem to sneak out a 4-3 OT win or something. When we don't show up against them, it has 5-1 written all over it.
Unfortunately this is year 7 in a row where as a fan, I am perfectly fine with losses, because the playoffs are not happening this year. I don'T want the team to "tank" at all, I hope they come out and compete hard in every game, but given the ridiculous talent this year, I'm ok with losses as long as the team looks competitive. It's unfortunate that we are barely into the new year, and I'm already hoping for losses, but the reality is that the more we lose, the better chance we get at that elite franchise changing talent that we are starved for.