I had a very rocky road with Mrs. Dasaybz this past summer, and I gotta tell you man, **** hurts bad. Like you, I haven't been on a "date" since the 90s, but although scary, it sounds fun at the same time. I know for myself, I would need quite a while just being alone and not even entertaining the idea of having a relationship for a while, but I hope it all works out for you man. I have 3 kids, middle school age, and they are my friggin world. No matter what happens between men and women, we always got our kids. Take care bro, I wish for nothing but the best.