Weve been texting back and forth, casual but still pretty intense. I let her initiate 90% of the time, and kept my distance but obviously I got dumb hope and was happy because of the last few weeks.
Yesterday we were texting and she ended up saying something I didn't like, I don't even remember what it was exactly... basically hinting that we have no future or what ever, without saying it.
I kinda flipped and told her it sucked she was telling me this, and that every thing sucks. So we texted and it devolved into the good ol' Camille thinks our relationship was absolute shit and no matter how irrational that is theres no convincing her otherwise.
She ended up asking me what I genuinely thought of our relationship and I lay it on the line, she ended up saying "wow thats actually beautiful" and it stayed this way, she saved the message and I asked her why and she said I want to read it again tomorrow.
I also told her she capped out and I was the best shed get, no cap, its probably true. Im amazing, good looking, strong, smart, driven and passionate.
Today we didnt talk.