Not long before the championship, we played a tournament in Russia, I was in line with Jake Vrána and David Kämpf. Former already has a Stanley Cup and latter plays NHL too. It worked between us. I felt that I could do well... And then I spent three weeks on the toilet with salmonella. It was from local food most likely. When I got sort of well and played a league match against Slavia (Prague team), I was so weak, I had food poisoning from chicken meat.
Two more weeks out of the window.
I haven't really eaten properly for a month and a half, I lost a terrible amount of weight and even though coaches nominated me, I was thinking about giving up. I didn't even want to go to U20. I hate to go somewhere just to be a makeweight and that's exactly how I felt.
Who do you think talked me into trying it anyway?
Dad, obviously.
He told me to go to the camp and show what I have got. And that if they didn't pick me I would know, I did everything I could. Everything then clicked together that our line was hands down the best one during our preparation in Pilsen. I found out I don't miss kilograms or strength. That I can perform in other ways.
My run during the twenties championship was quite solid, possibly with the exception of the last match, when I was completely out of gas. Illness had to show in some way. Even then I suddenly appeared on the NHL Draft rankings. They even invited me to combine tests, where they invite those who should be drafted in the first three rounds.
So they know about me, I realized.
Maybe I was still weakened after the illness. It probably didn't help, I didn't know much English. But I was still surprised by how the draft reports went. They told me I should be third-rounder or fourth-rounder. I hoped to be in the late second.
Okay, it was more like the third one. Even that'd be nice.
Even the fourth one would be great.
On the second day of the draft when they continue with the second round, my whole family was sitting at home in front of the TV.
Dominik Mašín... Vinnie Karabáček…
Bully, Czech guys are coming, that's great, I was telling myself. During the fifth round, I lost interest. Still not me. I was full of expectations and over time I started to lose hope and with every moment I began to be controlled more and more by despair.
I said I couldn't watch it any longer. I left to go to a friend's place.
Suddenly the agent called. Great, they picked you in the seventh round!
„Hmmmm.“
I was fifth to last.
The agent immediately recognized something's wrong. Later he even admitted, that when he heard me, he was afraid of what'd be with me. I sounded broken and it is true that I felt I really disappointed myself. Yeah, it's just a draft, but I played a year ahead at the twenties and I played there well even after being sick, I played regularly in an adult league and they pick me at the very end?
I am not that good I guess.
Once again I was brought down from great expectations. To add an insult to injury we fell down to the first league (which is actually second after Extraliga) with Chomutov and club didn't let me to NA, because I was under contract. They needed me to get back up.
Okay, so people from NHL will watch me here? A kid from seventh round in the first league?
And I at least hoped to play regularly, that they would build the team around since I am NHL material. The same way they later did in Brno with Martin Nečas (Hurricanes), who played with older guys in order for them to mentor him, while he boosts them with his youth. Instead, I played the third line, while I watched my peers deciding Extraliga matches. I was asking myself, what was wrong.
It went so far, that me and the agent had a meeting with the management. The coach claimed that I am too young, that I need time. That he doesn't trust young guys and he needs to play the older players.
I didn't want "time". I wanted to play.
We were negotiating with Extraliga clubs, they were interested, but it was eventually dropped. The season turned out in a way that twenties were good again and I had great play-off in Chomutov. I made it to the first line and in the barrage (relegation/promotion group between leagues) I was passing to Martin Rýgl on the decider goal in overtime against Slavia. I found him in front of a half-empty net.
At that moment, in play-off and barrage, I showed that I have got it. Me and David Kämpf really led the team.
Even then I didn't believe what my agent said until the last moment. Not until he showed me a paper with NHL contract in the heading in one Prague café.
Wow. So I'll see it after all!
Obviously, I have immediately skipped to the part that showed my pay and counted how many Czech crowns is that. I never played hockey for the sake of astronomical sums of money. But when I had that contract in front of me, I couldn't help it. I didn't care that on the farm I will be paid around seventy thousand dollars and half of it is going to be swallowed by taxes. I looked at the sum of money that would be transferred to my account once I make NHL.
As a nineteen-year-old boy from Kadaň block of flats I saw a number I couldn't even imagine until then.
Me getting signed by Anaheim was obviously a huge event for the whole family. That's probably clear from preceding sentences of this text. It also meant the first validation for my parents that they put me and my brother on the right path. They weren't like many others, who have claimed since forever that their son's gonna play in the NHL (I might be looking too much to it, but it is possibly shot at father of the Devils player Pavel Zacha). I have never heard a thing like that from them in my entire life. Even though we were good, they never bragged about us. They weren't showing off with us. Dad rather reminded us where should we improve.
Who cares you scored twice? Why didn't you score three?
Thanks to this attitude I made the NHL and not those who had their path laid ahead of them.
At the Ducks camp for young players, I fell down badly on the very second day and broke my thumb. I had to undergo surgery. They took care of me, I skated the whole summer, albeit stickless. I was ready for the main camp, but after single practice, I went to the farm.
I wasn't even surprised, I expected it subconsciously.
For the first time, I stayed outside of Kadaň, outside of the panorama of Prunéřov power plant which was just behind the hill and right from the start it was San Diego next to the Mexican border. I had the Pacific ocean just behind my place. Moreover, older players took me under their wings and I could stay with them. They took care of me. I was doing well in the preseason, I quickly felt I wouldn't be dead weight.
In the first match of the season, I was finding my footing, in the second one I was the first star. I had 1+1 and I had the game-winning shootout.
Obviously, it was a backhand deke, what else.
I was feeling awesome. I was feeling as if things finally clicked together. In the half of the third match, I threw the puck into the offensive zone, turned around to change...
And then I remember only passages.
I don't even know, how I got into the locker room. Opposing player wanter to play me and as I was in motion he elbowed me to the head. Clean knockout. They diagnosed me with a concussion and I couldn't do anything. I would have started playing immediately, but even several days later my head hurt a lot. Even the smallest exertion caused me to lose breath. I managed to rest for two weeks, but then I got the blues.
So what did I came here for? Walking on the beach?
I wasn't even enjoying the beautiful surroundings. I was angrily wandering back and forth, I couldn't turn on the TV or even read and every day I was falling asleep with a wish that I would wake up in the morning and feel better. But that was not happening. I was calling my parents and brother with growing intensity while telling them how miserable I am.
In one single moment, my situation turned around again. For a while, I felt like NHL isn't that far, but suddenly here I was with replaying my thoughts about being drafted in the seventh round, spending my first season locked at home and even when I would get better I'd be one hundred percent sent a level lower to ECHL and it will be over. And I might not make it out of there. This might be the end.
I can't do anything. I can't speak English. I have no one here.
I was feeling terrible.
Dad was comforting me even then. That I'd simply rest for this season and I would catch up what I had lost by training in the summer.
When I eventually got better, they gave me another chance in San Diego. They let me play, they wanted to use my potential. I scored again right in the second match while assisting on another one. I flew home with a feeling they like me in the club. It drove to work harder to show up as a leader in the second season. I had great summer training.
Then I got stopped by mumps. (PLEASE VACCINATE YOUR CHILDREN.)
I was feeling strongest I have ever been and shortly after I was lying in my childhood room isolated from everyone else not to infect them. I didn't return to America until the middle of October.
But I caught up. Even without preseason matches, I started to play immediately and I jumped right into it. I was adding some after every training. Gym, bike. Always something. I was doing well on ice afterward. I had great teammates. It's wonderful when you play somewhere where they believe in you.
One evening, just when I was watching a movie at home, my phone rang. Our GM called.
Right now, at 9 pm, when Anaheim is playing?
Either something is very wrong, but there is not much to be... is it? Is it possible I'm going up?
With that thought in mind, I picked up the phone.
"Get ready, a car's on the way for you. Tomorrow you are with A-team. I don't know if you are playing right from the start, but you are coming with us" I heard from the headphone.
Wow.
I stuttered something passable for an answer, paused the movie and started running around (a literal translation would be flying) without knowing what I am actually doing. Pack stuff... but what stuff? For how long? What weather? I didn't know what to expect from the call-up. At least I had managed to call mum, who was at that time already at work in Czech, to which she goes early. Immediately after I called on dad's and brother's numbers. We all said to each other beautiful things.
The hotel I was driven to was empty and even though my head was going through a bunch of scenarios, I commanded myself to go to sleep. So that I am full of energy in the morning. At the morning training, there were only a few of us because it was back to back match. No one told me anything officially, but guys welcomed me like: "Heeeeey, first match today, right? You're gonna have fun."
And they were right. My premiere happened right on that day. And against Pittsburgh, the best team in the league. Exactly the type of team against which you want to start your NHL career. Fantasy. During the pre-game warm-up, I was peeking at the other side at Crosby and Malkin... Yes, also from the bench during the game.
Man, that's them! And I'm playing against them!
All the situations in the match felt like an incredible hockey, even more than on the farm. Damn, this would be fun to play. This is beautiful, was going through my head.
I didn't feel like I am out of my league. On the contrary, I was downright enjoying myself, because I was next to guys who were playing on the very best level.
Immediately after the match, I was sent to the farm, but I sensed I had a good showing. And I was right, a few days later I was called up and I stayed for a majority of the season, only at he end I was flying back and forth. But I was in such ecstasy, that I wasn't bothered even a little.
Everything around me was flying by and I was suddenly back in Kadaň with fifty-three NHL matches to my belt, not to mention I played in the playoffs in the first line with Ryan Getzlaf, a guy who won Stanley Cup and two Olympics.
It will work out...
Come, let's play. Let's skate a little.
That was dad's way. No rush. He didn't push to me run around the woods.
No, he rather hyped me up. He was able to give a spark to every activity so that I enjoyed it. So that I did it with joy, without even knowing I am training at the same time. His support got me and my brother where we are now.
Mum plays an important part in our story too. Even though she claimed in the beginning that we shouldn't count on her doing schnitzels all day just so she could freeze at the rink. However, since the first tournament she was taking care and interest if we had our snacks, she woke up an hour earlier to make a pile of toasts and then she was banging the drum in the stands while shouting her vocal cords off. If she could, she never missed any of our matches.
I am an NHL player. Brother has the league within his grasp too (made it as Blackhawk). For us it is a great reward, we're living a wonderful life. But the ones who can feel real satisfaction are our parents. They are the ones who made it possible for us.
The same two people, who used to watch me from the old stands in Kadaň are now sitting in a high-class arena in Anaheim, whenever they fly to see me.
I always know, where they sit. During the warm-up, I look their way, sometimes even on the way to the face-off. Our eyes meet. I used to do it as a little kid and I often saw how dad is shaking his head, because I did something wrong.
Now I see pride in his eyes.