But in all honesty, I was a victim of bad bullying. So much it has f***ed me ever since. I can’t have a normal life, a normal relationship, a normal friendship, nothing. PTSD, borderline, psychosis, major depression. Every time I tried to fight back, the bullying would get worse. The worst happened when they pushed me down a flight of stairs. Have a bump the size of a golf ball in the back of my head, courtesy of that moment. And while every one of them is living a good life, I’m still scrambling mine trying to find a purpose to live. If it weren’t for my family, my gf who is ever so patient and loving with me, my therapist, and HFBoards, I’d probably be no more. Been trying to piece myself ever since, and I just wish people would be more aware of the effects bullying has. I feel like the world is always after me, trying to get me. Yesterday I got an infraction for defending myself in a post and I lost it (that’s how bad it is). Anyway I know none of you really care about this post, is just that bullying is an extremely sensitive topic for me. I just wish people would let others be.