So, I think I mentionned that Monday, I worked at the hotel while they were holding the Christmas party. Of course I did not go, despite my coworkers and even my managers insisting I come to the dinner and participate a little. (Note : My manager knows I'm introvert and not a party or social boy at all and she understands that as she was quite shy when she was younger - I think she just wants to encourage me to "break" my bubble, probably like someone did for her earlier in her life, but yeah, I am not going to)
We were two working that 2:30-11PM shift. The hotel was pretty calm (outside of the party - barely 30 rooms rented for customers, all the others were either empty or rented by hotel workers since they could have a room for free), and our managers gave us much less tasks than usual so that we could spend some time at the party.
I avoided the area where the party was at during my shift like plague. I finished all my tasks in about 4 hours (shifts of 8 hours), and had nothing else to do. Then I checked the schedule to see who was working during the night, and nobody was. So I decided instead of going to the party like my coworker did, to start doing night tasks.
When I finished, I made sure not to pass besides the party room, but I saw one of my coworker who told me I won a prize. Instead of being "Oh that's cool! Amazing" I obviously said "Really, that's not a joke? I kinda feel bad accepting it since I did not even come and only people who were supposed to come were put in the draw... Guess I'll see tomorrow!" - and they obviously put me in thinking i would come -. At that point, on my way back home, I was really thinking of just either never claiming the prize or telling my manager that I prefer not accepting it as I don't feel comfortable accepting it.
The day after my manager does indeed tell me I won a prize when I arrive for work, and that she told the hotel director that I would come get it when arriving. So she tells me to go see our hotel director to claim it. Decided to not want to make a huge drama especially with the boss of all bosses involved and accepted it. It is 2 nights for 2 persons at a resort. Guess I will offer them to my parents or brother. It sucks because I had my whole refusal speech made.