I don't care anymore, burn it down... down to the ground scorched earth. At least then my feelings of disappointment will have meaning.
And now my PERSONAL RANT, just my opinion, :
2020 twas shiet year. For many people, I am lucky in so far as I was and continue to work. But the weight of the year like many affected me. I was soooo looking forward to 2021 and even more so hockey. When I heard it would be a north division I was excited, sure it would maybe get lame having 3 games against the same team but this would be a once in a lifetime thing. I was behind it. And while I certainly was not expecting to finnish first I had hopes to be fighting for a playoff sport. Well that dream is over, and it's not just the losing.... its losing by 5 or 6 goals, then its hey we put in our best effort and still lost... but only by 1 or 2! Well even these best effort games I watch now and more times than I can count go WTF are they doing. It's like Green's system has been gamed by the other coaches. Players keep going to spots to retain or get the puck and other teams like chess masters just go to an open spot or behind the "D" and drill one into the net.
The Team ....it's been bad.
In a New Year that I am still stuck at home mostly, except the occasional time eating out with only family.
It's a new year that with compelling and fun hockey to watch would really give me something to cheer on and a little happiness and excitement.
It's the first and most likely only year for all Canadian teams and we (besides the Sen's ) are the countries whipping boy's
It's the year players come back to our rink and mopped the floor with us, and strangely don't even offer a wave or smile during thank you videos.
It's year we hear the inner heads of our stars telling us the fans how the loss of players has made it tough
It's the year for me I don't believe soon as we get behind we can come back, i did before.
It's the year I wonder when the next soft goal will come, at the worst time, didn't last year.. i felt we could hang in with 50 shots against.
And now I am sick of this sh*t. Will changes come? If they do what will happen? I don't know, but I need something .. a glimmer of hope and I can say with full authority that the current state of affairs is untenable. I need to have somewhere to look, I need to look down the road and see hope, and I say this now I don't care anymore, burn it down... down to the ground scorched earth.
Lastly F*ck you FA ... you own this team, you own this mess. Deal with it like a man now.
Peace out brothers and sisters and peeps.