I think I'm with Paek - that game broke me, and I'm probably out of commission for a bit.
I fully blame the bonehead intentional HBP, and by extension, Harrison. He has an awful approach at the plate which is why he gets hit so often. It's really as simple as that, and not some kind of intentional shit. He's probably hurt as a result, which on top of everything else, means that we're going to see Rodriguez starting because Frazier was sent down.
You just don't give free passes to other teams when you are utterly desperate for a win. Behind this, of course, is the undeniable fact that this bullpen is not good enough to consistently win games. Santana is a fine young pitcher, and you can only count on the bullpen so much when you are putting them into bad situations, but there simply is not a good pitcher in the bullpen. Santana and Vazquez are the best two, Glasnow and Brault probably after that, then it's a range of who knows what you'll even get. Crick was fine initially, then last night he couldn't even get the ball within 10 feet of home plate.
We will never be able to win enough games to get back into the race with that bullpen/starting pitching combination. If we somehow get good offense and a stretch of games where the starters go 7 innings or so, then maybe we can rattle off a 6-1 run or something, and nominally get back into striking distance.
I genuinely thought that last night's game was the start of a bit of a turnaround. We probably should have been able to win the Chicago series, but at least played well enough to take the last game. We're facing one of the best pitchers in the league, and get some key hitting and bounces to get into a 5-0 lead. Musgrove was literally dominating in every sense, and we were cruising to an easy victory, so much so that I was initially unfazed by the stupid HBP. We would have been set up for a momentum-building series win, and at least a chance at maybe something like a nice 5-2 homestand, which while it wouldn't fix all the mess of the collapse, would at least put us in a position to genuinely be a relevant playoff team at the all star break.
I hope that I'm wrong, because at least on paper it's not by any means a done deal yet, but this team belongs in the echelon with San Diego and Cincinnati. I will be floored if they can put up any resistance to the Diamondbacks in this series -- what they deserve and I think will walk into is some kind of utter destruction that will put the exclamation point on this catastrophic and almost unthinkable collapse. NAO is definitely right about how pathetic it is that there's no sense in which Hurdle's job even seems to be a little bit on the line.
Bell and Polanco's struggles remain huge x-factors in my view, because getting both of them going is the biggest thing that stands between an effective/decent offense, and the kind of offense we saw routinely knocking solid pitchers around and out of games early, making them work, etc. But certainly in terms of the underlying obviousness in terms of who to blame, there is Hurdle and only Hurdle. You have to wonder if things might be somewhat different had we starter out more or less like the 78-80 win team we are on paper, and then collapsed in this epic fashion. I doubt it.
Stick a fork in this team.