Hmmm….
I have been a Caps fan since about 2000. Started playing NHL 99 with friends and we all had to pick our teams. I chose the Caps because I loved Bondra. I’ve seen us go through the hard working but less talented Caps, to drafting Ovi and suddenly getting an influx of talent and transforming into a skill team and then that skilled team being used as a defensive team (hi Dale) and then obviously, all the rest as well. Getting Ovi was the best thing to happen to this franchise. It’s now one of the big markets and gets a lot of coverage and winter classics etc. due to us having Ovi. He is a legend of the game, probably the best pure goal scorer in history but he is also flawed, like all players.
Ovi is a talent player rather than a thinking player. He relies on his physical skills and his raw power to do what he does best. This has been and always will be amazing to watch. So strong, so powerful, so dangerous. He is simply the best ever at what he does best. That said, his flaws stand out. He is ‘one sided’ which is the best way I can describe it…. Unable to make plays whichever way his body is facing. He needs the rush, his elusiveness and escapability is restricted to the rush. Defensively he is slow to react and read the play and kind of lost. However, the biggest thing I think that hurts his game now is that he was never really coached to develop the mental part of his game. So many of his plays are over before they begin, so many and easily broken up and if his first or second option are closed up, he either tries to force it or rushes a decision.
I’m not having a go at Ovi. Like I said, he’s one of the best players to play the game. But he IS a power forward winger. He is capable of doing things no one else can do, yes, but his repertoire was not extended much beyond this. Due to complaints about his defensive play, he rarely takes part in a down low cycle. Almost afraid of being caught down to low which never happens anymore. Any line he is on, the other guys will be down low and he simply does not play within that lines system. I don’t understand why this is so. It CAN be coached. Why is it not? Why does his game not evolve as he gets older? Why is he pigeonholed into what he has become now? Yes, you need to utilise his skills like when he was younger and yes perhaps reigning it in a little bit was required, but THAT’S WHAT HES GOOD AT. Hitting, driving to the net with the puck, causing chaos, being in deep and making the opposition worry about a stretch pass to him.
How did the Penguins score half their goals? By doing what Ovi grew up doing and what the Penguins early on would have on their boards about him cherry picking (road to winter classic). I don’t want my Ovi not cycling the puck because he’s scared of being caught in deep, I don’t want him floating around the D zone doing average coverage and not looking for an offensive chance to blow the zone, THIS IS HOW HE BECAME THE BEST. I know one thing as a result of all this though. If we ever had another chance to get a generational talent to our club, we would want it to be a defender or a centre. No slight on Ovi. I would not change his career with us. I love Ovi and always will, but smart, cerebral players at the highest level in the C & D positions seem to be the anchors for cup winning teams. Maybe this is coming across as an attack on Ovi. It’s not. I am just frustrated that whilst he will never be the Ovi that terrorised the league in his youth, a backup play for later in his career was not developed and nurtured. It seems to be a bit of an afterthought and half assed attempt rather than actually helping him change and mature.
But the Caps man….. I’m just gutted. I live in Melbourne, Australia and the only other Caps fan I know is my ex-girlfriend who I don’t speak to anymore. I have some friends who are at varying levels of hockey fans but because I am passionate about it, a lot of them hate the Caps and Ovi and I am not fond of copping the cheap attacks I get or see. I don’t need that negativity in my life. I don’t respond anymore but when I was younger, sure, id react and get sucked in. I suffer alone here and that’s the reason why I am posting this here and coming here to try and heal my wounds. I travelled from Berlin to New York to Washington last playoffs just to watch the Caps. My first and only 2 games I’ve ever seen. Spend a lot of money to see game 1 and 2 against the Flyers and lost my **** seeing more than 1 other person in a Caps jersey. It melted me. But here I am solo in my yearly pain. I know it’s just a game. I do. I know I shouldn’t be invested in this so much but I just love hockey and my team more than I love a lot of things. It’s just my thing. Everyone has their thing. Hockey and the Caps have been mine. I laugh a bit to my relatively new girlfriend who sees how much I care about it and its slightly embarrassing but I don’t get mad anymore if we lose or anything… I just truck on until we lose in game 7s and to the pens again and again and it just crushes my heart. I try not to let anyone see it but it hurts because I ride all the highs and lows of the team with them, as I’m sure many of you do.
This season I pretty much didn’t care about the regular season for obvious reasons. Playoffs hit and game 1 and I knew nothing had changed. Then we won against Toronto who are a solid team, well coached and I thought maybe we are changing. Then we struggle out of the game against the Pens and winning game 5 was nice but to play how we did in game 6, again, I thought we suddenly figured it out. We all know how that has ended.
So where to from here?
Well I can’t care about the regular season again. Why bother? I’ll see when it comes around how I feel but I’ll be at the very least as distant as I was this season. Then if we make playoffs I guess I will take the same approach as the season. I will watch from behind a glass wall. Expect only the worst and not get my hopes up. I can’t not follow this team at least a little. I can’t swap teams ever, I can’t leave a hole in my hockey heart either. I am just over being associated with such a failing, choking, mentally weak team. It affects me and I feel embarrassed. I will limit my suffering and just talk to you fans when I want to talk hockey because no one outside understands what it’s like to be a Caps fan.